I've stopped writing. Not intentionally but I've somehow dug myself into a dark hole (voluntarily) for the sake of art. I dropped off my pieces for the show on Saturday. It's almost like, the moment I dropped everything off a huge emotional weight and dark veil had been removed. I left my sweat and tears on the canvases. And now I am starting to feel "stable" once again.
I mean what's stable anyway, right? We're all just white knuckling it while trying to dilute ourselves into thinking we have any control of our world or selves. But we don't. Not even a little. Only thing we can do is live life in the present, or at least try. Plan but always expect to accept to change that plan and be ok to go for that ride.
The show Addiction is on Saturday, November 4th in Hermosa Beach, ca at ShockBoxx Gallery from 7-9 but goes on till Nov 16th just in case anyone was interested.